Showing posts with label Fangirling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fangirling. Show all posts

[Talk] This Has Something To Do With This Blog, I Swear

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So, here's the case. I read a lot when I want to know about a certain drama, a certain group, a certain actor. You know? And the materials I read include blogs, just to survey around, to see how people think of and what people think of the subject I am focusing on. To understand how my view contradicts with that of the others and just find out the popularity of a certain subject.

And I really have a thing or two to say about people's general opinion of fangirls and the hypocrisy that has been going on.

Fangirl = A fan who is a girl.

I don't see any other way around it. I am a fangirl. I go gaga over how the boysies look, I go gaga over how stupid they are. I favour pretty girls who have some substance to them over those who obviously are talentless and look worse than I do. I applaud a good performance, I diss and bash the bad performances. I give my opinion on what I hate, what I like. I am biased like every other person out there. I accept the fact, I accept whatever that comes with it, be it a label that I am just a bitch or I am just plain jealous.

What I do not admit to, is being a stupid, delusional fangirl who thinks that their favourite performers are perfect and whoever who says anything bad about them should be crucified or mutilated and have their body parts serve as offerings to the idols whom I worship. Yes, there are fangirls who are actually sane.

But, these stupid fangirls are stupid, so I can forgive them. The thing that is pissing me off that I have to give my two cents about are people who are fangirls, people who are even more obsessed than normal fangirls are, yet refuse to admit that they are. I mean, you are a girl, you are fan. So what else can you be? A fucking fan-hermaphrodite? Or are you secretly a crossdresser and you are actually a dude?

I mean, they squeal, they get all excited, they can talk about nothing else other than their favourite whatever. Yet, when it comes to other fans of the same thing, they will refer to them as "those fangirls". THOSE fangirls. Like fangirl is a derogatory label. Like being a fangirl is so bad. They cannot even have enough brain capacity to understand that there are different kinds of fans. Rabid crazy fucked up ones with no life and those who are just into it for the entertainment the ENTERTAINMENT industry can serve us with.

Life is fucked up. The world out there is cruel, there is nothing wrong with indulging in the fluffy world of idols and pretty people and stories with perfect endings. There is nothing wrong to be happy with it. That is what the industry is for. They make you happy by pretending to be all colourful and happy. Many of us do understand that Ohno isn't really that stupid. Nino isn't really that smiley. Ryo, Jun and Jin don't give a shit about their fans and would probably beat you up if they do not have to suffer the consequences. They're not gay. Tsubasa doesn't really think he is 'rabu-rabu' with Tackey even if he said so. Its all an act.

Not all fangirls are delusional and in fact, without the fans, do you think the industry will be as glorified and as glittery as it is? We dedicate money and effort to indulge in the fluffiness. In return, they make us laugh with the useless shit that they come up with. Its all business.

Delusional fangirls, I can take. They're funny, they say funny stuff like "GASP THAT BLOG IS TOXIC". They're as funny as Arashi or V6. I totally love those delusional crazy ones. What I cannot stand is those who are in denial and think that they are better. The fact of the matter is, they are just as into the whole thing as we are, if not more into it.

Yes, this is from me. A fangirl, and am not ashamed of it at all. I see nothing wrong in indulging in shows, music, movies, videos of these idiots and then blog about it. I need a portal to express my joy and happiness in addition to my thoughts brought along by said medias. I force no one to read this blog. You stumble upon it on accident, fine. You want to contradict my opinions and call me stupid, you are most welcome. I just need a past time project. This is it. Just don't tell you are any different if you are doing EXACTLY what I am doing. Don't even try to say it like fangirls are something of a lower class. Well, you can say it, but I'd just think that you are too stupid to see things clearly as you are so taken by your high opinions of yourself. High, but empty.

END of rant.

Come I shall move on to talk about Ohno and Toma's appearance on Tokyo Friend Park II.

Yay! The two seem to be getting along great!

[Fanngirling] I Love All Things JE

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It doesn't appear to be like so, but it is.

I love the Johnny's at the lowest point on my list more than the best Non-Johnny's out there.

Even Jin whom I 'bash' so much.

Because its damn fun okay?

And no, seriously, I don't think Jin is fat... Anyone sane won't. Its just he is really bigger than the rest of the Johnny's. Poking fun at that is fun.

And I have grown from disliking a few groups to liking even the junior groups within ONE freaking month.

Okay? Does that clarify things?

That explains why I didn't really have anything good to say about KAT-TUN to this point where I make wallpapers of them and watch their dramas religiously like its some sort of self-pacifying drug.

All Johnny's are loved. They aren't perfect, which is why I joke about their fat asses and stuff, but truth be told, I can't get enough of them, which is why I have a blog that is 95% about those monkeys. I love them despite their imperfections, despite their inability to fly or whatever these fangirls think the boys can do.

Wheeee...

If Johnny's throw it out, if they seem to think its good enough to be released, I'd take it. Its bad, they can't sing, they can't dance, but nonetheless, I like them.

They entertained me a lot. A LOT.

So the comments, for me, its fine, really. Just that things have to be clarified.

In real life, I won't be caught dead saying this, because my life is not just this. But this blog is just about this and nothing else.

Ah when summer break ends... I'll be too busy to care. ^^

La~~ *hops off to watch dramas, starring Johnny's...*

Hachimitsu & Clover is good. 1 Pound no Fukuin... will be watched. Wonder if Bara no Nai Hanaya is any good...

[Fangirling] Does This Mean...

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That people actually read the crap that I blog about?!

Oh, I am inspired to blog more.

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But coming upon such comments, I don't know if I should laugh or cry.

^^ Ooh, you underestimate me, I am not about to sink to the level of moronic decadence. No, patience girl... as much as you feel like saying all the "Oh you suck" and stuff, well, everyone sucks. On a straw.

First the person thinks I have a problem, then she thinks I am Johnny Kitagawa, now she is trying to make me stop blogging about KAT-TUN...

But... I like blogging about KAT-TUN... T_T

For some reason, my blog, with the tagline "Fangirling for my own satisfaction, let me be" does not seem to chase away unwelcome readers and stop them for sticking their nose into my business, my criticisms.

For some reason, my 19 entries about KAT-TUN that is more than the 12 about Kanjani8 and my summaries and coverage about their performances does not make it seem like I like them and their music.

For some reason, I am suddenly being told about what to blog about and what not to. Would I care how Akanishi Jin sings if I don't plan on listening to them and watching their performances? Would I even give a shit enough to blog about them if I don't like them?

Morons don't understand no sarcasm, constructive criticism and irony. For the record, I think Jin is a brilliant singer, (as compared to other Johnny's... since we know Johnny's are not known for their singing.) which is why I want him to stop over-singing like he did in the Best Artist performance.

Of course I like Ohno's voice better.

For some reason, they think I have no life. And who is the one that comes barging into MY blog, reading MY stuff out of her own choice and then tries to stop ME from talking about stuff that I like? If I have no life, does that mean that the people reading the things I wrote have lives?

Seriously... okay, this is all I have to say about this matter. Further comments will be allowed, but not discussed because if I do further, I might sink to that level of stupidity. *Mumbles something about some asshole barging into my turf and tries to criticize me without even the assistance of a little common sense.*

Right, I shoved what I blog down your throat, you are so inclined to read what I type and my criticism because I shove your face in front of your monitor. Yes, and you are so forced to read a blog entry where I titled it KAT-TUN but blog about Nishikido.

I can title the update "Of mushrooms and apples" and write about Nishikido. I can title the update "Markers smell good" and then write about Nishikido. ^^ Because that was how much I used to like him. ^^ What? I fangirl. A lot.

I never even forced a soul to read this blog for fear of embarrassment because of the fangirling on my part.

I am sooooo innocent. T_T

Oh well, I expected this to come, considering how advance the blogsearch facility is now...